my Allah

:: Bismillahirahmanirrahim ::

I refuse to be discouraged,
To be sad, or to cry;
I refuse to be downhearted,
And here’s the reason why…
I have a God “Allah” who’s mighty,
Who’s sovereign and supreme;
I have a God “Allah” who loves me,
And I am on His team.

He is all wise and powerful,
Most Merciful is His name;
Though everything is changeable,
My God “Allah” remains the same.

My God “Allah” knows all that’s happening;
Beginning to the end,
His presence is my comfort,
He is my dearest friend.

When sickness comes to weaken me,
To bring my head down low,
I call upon my mighty God “Allah”;
Into His arms I go.

When circumstances threaten
To rob me from my peace;
He draws me closer ,
Where all my strivings cease.

And when my heart melts within me,
And weakness takes control;
He gathers me into His arms,
He soothes my heart and soul.

The great “I AM” is with me,
My life is in His hand,
The “Allah” is my hope,
It’s in His strength I stand.

I refuse to be defeated,
My eyes are on my Lord “Rub”;
He has promised to be with me,
As through this life I trod.

I’m looking past all my circumstances,
To Heaven’s throne above;
My prayers have reached My God “Allah”,
I’m resting in His love.

I give God “Allah” thanks in everything,
My eyes seek him;
The battle’s His, the victory is mine;
He’ll help me win the race.
Insha’Allah w Ameen Ya

-hidden treasure uk-

those words … subhanallah!

why do i write?

Sometimes I write
Just for the sake of writing
And they’re other times when I identify
What my mind-sights sighting

And what I mean by that:
I spill out my heart
Which usually makes more sense at the finish
Than at the start

Then sometimes when I spill
I think ‘wow how selfish
how stupid who am I? ‘
And it takes another line to realize

I just do it cause I need it
Doesn’t matter how stupid
Doesn’t matter if my heart on this paper
Doesn’t ever get to cupid

It’s not selfish
To spill what you feel
It’s not fake, we’re all someone
That’s the only thing that’s real

Other times I cross out verses
Every time I never tell of my writing
I’m basically say it to paper
Cause to someone it could mean fighting

And it’s true
And maybe some truth is what you sought
I guess a feeling said
Is a feeling fought

Maybe it’s external
Mostly always internal
And it’s so funny how the two intertwine
On the inside you’re torn apart
But when it comes out, its fine

But don’t let that build up
Like a dam in a river of thought
Keep you’re mind flowing
Don’t let the bad thought get caught

Jared Bradford

subhanallah!

poem, it always have chemestry with me. those words.. those phrases ..subhanallah!
a simple word but it explains every thing … deep down in our soul ..

Insyaallah I have to read more in english to enrich my vocabulary… bombastic words .. gentle poem phrases … yeah Insyaallah!

and I am looking for the Islamic poem in english hmm.. another language I love to learn is Al-Loghatul Arabiah … and the most beautiful phrases is in Kalamullah, Quran … therefore, I have my target to learn Arabic languange intensively. Insyaallah … I will do my best

those days pass by … and I am very exhausted! astagfirullah! ya robb give me a strength!

like a dam in a river of thought …

:: Bismillahirahmanirrahim ::

Owh Allah!

lead my qalb..

light my qalb ..

keep my mind flowing …

like a dam in a river of thought …

~nuurhati~

Alhamdulillah! finished the introduction part for chapter 5 …

next!

my Chapter 5

3 more days a head: Experimental design

2nd week : Implementation

3rd week : analysis

huhu! it has been a long time I did not update my tutorials @ multimedia tutor huhu!

a lots of work my dear …KEEP UP ! Allahuakhbar!

F.O.C.U.S =)

:: Bismillahirahmanirrahim ::

Alhamdulilah!

my first week in February Since yesterday, I and Rafidah busy key in the new stock. Phew! very tired!
huhu!

hmm.. but it almost done Alhamdulillah.

F.C.O.U.S

yeah! I have to reach the target and make my milestone possible even there will be always trails.

huhu.. my critical lappy monitor condition. Insyaallah I will sent it for repair this morning accompanied by my beloved ayah =) ( I miss the father daughter moment )

1st week – 3rd week -> FOCUS chapter 5

3rd week : start my LAST Chapter ! Alhamdulillah!

for the next step?

hmm…

Time passed and trials came and went …

:: Bismillahirahmanirrahim ::

Then… as if by a miracle… Subhanallah ! Allahuakhbar! all my praise for YOU …

Friday. Most barakah day and Alhamdulillah today I have a strength to put a smile to make my day cheerful ..Alhamdulillah…

Yeah! Allahuakhbar!
take a deep breath and go! go! go! heh !

Alhamdulillah things getting better..

What I need to do is to rearrange managing my qalb..Insyaallah!

In progress of construction hehe..

hmm.. I want to write more..to share more since my dearest ukht is missing my writting hik2
(ukht, bila ana dah sedia ana reveal k haha)

ok .. I need to take a nap (Qaulullah)

barakallahufik wa salam!

Rise Up Our Sprit my dear!

:: Bismillahirahmanirrahim ::

Insyaallah this nasyeed hopefully always make me think of HIM
He will always be with !

Hold my Hand

:: Bismillahirahmanirrahim ::

I hear the flowers gonna crying loud
The breeze is sounding sad
Oh no!
Tell me when the breeze would calm
So cold and and empty side
Lost the way long time ago
They were really turn them blind
We don’t see that we keep hurting each other
No, all we do we just fight

Now we share the same rise sun
The same round moon
Why don’t we share the same love?
Tell me why not?
Life is shorter than most they thought

Hold my hand,
There are many ways to do it right
Hold my hand,
Turn around and see what you left behind
Hold my hand my friend
We can save the good spirit in me and you
Form another chance
And let’s pray for a beautiful world
The beautiful world I’ll share with you

Children seem like they’ve lost their smile
On their new bloody playgrounds
Oh no!
How could we ignore?
Heart breaking crying sounds
And we still going on
Like nobody really cares
And we just stop feeling all the pain
Because like it’s a daily basic affair

Now we share the same rise sun
The same round moon
Why don’t we share the same love?
Tell me why not?
Life is shorter than most they thought

Hold my hand,
There are many ways to do it right
Hold my hand,
Turn around and see what you left behind
Hold my hand my friend
We can save the good spirit in me and you
Form another chance
And let’s pray for a beautiful world
The beautiful world I’ll share with you

No matter how far I’ll might be
I’m always gonna be your neighbour
It’s only one small planet we’re to be
So I’m always gonna be your neighbour
We cannot hide, we can’t deny
That we always gonna be neighbours
Your neighbour
My neighbour
We’re neighbours

So hold my hand,
There are many ways to do it right
Hold my hand,
Turn around and see what you left behind..

Hold my hand,
There are many ways to do it right
Hold my hand,
Turn around and see what you left behind
Hold my hand my friend
We can save the good spirit in me and you
Form another chance
And let’s pray for a beautiful world
The beautiful world I’ll share with you

Artist: Maher Zain
Album: Thank You Allah

Alhamdulillah wa syukurlillah :)

:: Bismillahirahmanirrahim ::

Today I’m  manage to finish my writting up to chapter 4. Alhamdulillah. 2 more chapter.

Chapter 5 = Data presentation.

hmm.. in this chapter I need to be more percise.. Insyallah I will make appointment with my sudan friend,Dhuha.

since my data was in Arabic character. I need her help as translator to access a few arabic website to collect the data.

Then, I need to finalize the collected data previously..huhu! a tedious work here and I need a specific time to FOCUS.

but… when I look day by day pass by … owh Allah.. Only YOU can make it possible…

its hard.. but there a whisper deep down my qalb say..

” Allah is always with you my dear.. be tough! you can faced it!”

owh Allah .. make it possible for me! give me strength !

owh Allah .. I MISS YOU! soooo much!

MOVE foward my dear me !

:: Bismillahirrahmanirrahim ::

Alhamdulillah proceed!

Move foward!

Be prepared .. because He will sent you another TEST

Don’t be so sure you are PASS in the previous one..

Take a deep breath … sit tide and prepared your qalb with IMAN..

and always remember He knew what are you hiding inside your qalb

either you are present it or not..

my dear me .. be the best ibadurrahman dear!

” jauhi aku ya Rab dari pekara yang engkau murkai!”

ameen!

when it comes …

:: Bismillahirahmanirrahim ::

Alhamdulillah wa syukurlillah..

He always be with..

Alhamdulillah.. I feel much better day by day..

however.. I knew ..

He will send the ’strom’ again ..or ‘rain’ or ‘hurricane’ ?

I will accept it … insyaallah!

because I knew.. in everything that’s happen ..

that’s how He place His LOVE ..

I will go through it… insyaallah!

because I knew.. I need to be the tough ones..

put a side my unstable emotion and be rational..

I will wait …

the shining rainbow to color my S.I.L.E.N.C.E

the S.I.L.E.N.C.E

breezily swept by the tears …

tears for Him ..only for Him..

my Rabb!

Insyaallah … He will sent

the one .. the best for me

to guide me in the S.I.L.E.N.C.E

meet the most ultimate LOVE

your LOVE my Rabb!

Allahuakhbar!

* don’t blame ‘LOVE’ when it showering your heart and as a sudden it come.. it is not the one should be blamed.. it is how you faced it when it come.. handle it with the guide of deen… place all your trust to Allah ..and you can smile either it make you hurt or it blossom in a pink of love… ” *

Remember my dear me…

” Matlamat tak menghalalkan cara “

… manage it through the right path and put all your effort and trust in the name of ALLAH…

he will lead your heart …till you meet the destination… till the end…

Ya Rab Istajibul dua’ ana !